[ Gar doesn’t know why he’s still making the audio logs for the Save the Titans mission. He’s messed up and he’s alone in the Tower because of it. All the same, when his alarm goes off he reaches for the device does the standard opening of the Stardate and then he’s just quiet.
Gar feels like he let Dick down. Dick had left him simple instructions. When Conner woke up, call Bruce Wayne. As much as Gar had been obsessed with the idea of meeting Batman for so long with Conner woke up he just — didn’t call Bruce. It’d been dumb and stupid. Gar knows he’d made a mistake and why? Maybe he is kind of pissed at Dick for abandoning them again — for lying to everyone and breaking up the only family Gar has. But not following Dick’s instructions hadn’t hurt Dick. It’d hurt Conner.
They’d left the tower and Conner had gotten triggered. He’d hurt some cops and the guilt is like a vice on Gar. It’s his fault. All of this is his fault and he doesn’t know how to find Conner. Dick isn’t answering his calls. And Gar is alone, again. And maybe he should record all that, all his mistakes and his failures and how he’s let everyone down.
The silence as he recorded stretched on. What could he even say? It didn’t matter and he should be trying to find Conner before anyone else got hurt. ]
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Date: 2019-11-20 10:16 pm (UTC)Gar feels like he let Dick down. Dick had left him simple instructions. When Conner woke up, call Bruce Wayne. As much as Gar had been obsessed with the idea of meeting Batman for so long with Conner woke up he just — didn’t call Bruce. It’d been dumb and stupid. Gar knows he’d made a mistake and why? Maybe he is kind of pissed at Dick for abandoning them again — for lying to everyone and breaking up the only family Gar has. But not following Dick’s instructions hadn’t hurt Dick. It’d hurt Conner.
They’d left the tower and Conner had gotten triggered. He’d hurt some cops and the guilt is like a vice on Gar. It’s his fault. All of this is his fault and he doesn’t know how to find Conner. Dick isn’t answering his calls. And Gar is alone, again. And maybe he should record all that, all his mistakes and his failures and how he’s let everyone down.
The silence as he recorded stretched on. What could he even say? It didn’t matter and he should be trying to find Conner before anyone else got hurt. ]
Fuck it.